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  • The Compulsive Need to Chronicle Existence

    The Compulsive Need to Chronicle Existence

    Garza woke up to the realization that it was over

    He’d been through it all. But the thought that these white collar wanna be criminals had taken his life away and left him fucked was almost too much to bare. Exacerbated bipolar disorder, PTSD, bipolar-related hypergraphia. That is what the psychiatrist said. Hypergraphia? “You survived a complex narrative fraud, you’ll spend the rest of your life trying to write a version of the events where the fraud doesn’t win, but you’ll never find it.” These corporate fuckers had gaslit me into attempting suicide, and it changed me forever. I can’t brush my teeth anymore. When you have you live in a permanent state of suicidal ideation, brushing your teeth is like stopping at a red light when your racing home to hang yourself, it loses all meaning. But something has changed. The hypergraphia has changed.